I'm gonna post this just in case I don't get to tomorrow.

So, let's bring it on now.

2007 has been a truly r o l l e r - c o a s t e r ride for me. I remembered being a crybaby and not enjoying life like what others seem to have been. The pressure, the stress and everything else similar to that, was there. I had so much to struggle upon and to worry about. I'm glad I had the closed ones to make me stay strong till that very last day of school. It is tough. And that, I couldn't deny.

There was alot of things I confessed in my previous blog. Regarding how I react in different situations, respectively. But, it's all gone now. I wouldn't want to brood over the past. I knew I had to move on. And I did.

I know, I can't wish all those pressures and stress would begone. Having it become lesser is just all I'm asking for. And I've heard lots about you'll-be-closer-in-secondary-two so you needn't tell me all the shit after reading this. I am glad all of you had my interests in heart. And I thank you very much for that thought.

I thought I was strong to overcome it but I still am lack the pillar of strength and had to hold on to my closed ones. I thought I'd get away with the problems with a blink of an eye. But I was wrong. God didn't make me wings to fly away from my problems. So I had to deal with it somehow or rather. It's frustrating. And I could become a mad rebellious girl if I hadn't talk it out with my fellow teachers, close friends and my family.

It has actually make me realise now how strong God is. All of this is just a test from God. And I prayed to Him day and night to ask Him for forgiveness for what I've done that He has made me go through what I've went through. Alhamdulillah, I felt better.

I too realise it must've been the usual thing one secondary one student would go through. But it really depends much. And I shan't go further about this or it'd make me shed a tear.

Right now, I just hope to see Ms Sek so that I could thank her. And to Ms Chan, especially, for her support and guidance all along. I couldn't forget my mother too as she've been through all this together with me.

Okay stop. It's turning to a speech, instead.

So anyway, I really hope for the best next year. My heart really is feeling hard to say goodbye to 2007 after all I've been through. I hope I can get over it.

All the best to you guys and have a happy new year ahead! ;)

Psst, quite an emotional post here ay. Heh.

(I'm not sleeping but typing all these instead. heck who cares. lalalalala..)