I've been holding back the posts as I didn't get time to publish them. Either that or I was in the posting page long enough that my fingers went off friendster-ing and chatting instead. So here's it. At last. :D

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Going to Johore last Saturday was alright despite the fact that I'm beginning to reaaaaally have issues with the immigration officers 'cause they kept reminding (or rather, warn) me to change my photo for three freaking times. True enough that the photo was taken five years ago but that also means S E V E N T Y bucks going poof down the drain. Literally. But yeah also learn one more thing; Sleep early when you know you gotta wake up real early and have a fun day the next day. 'Cause I really felt restless that day lol.

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And so today.. *drumrolls* is probably the best yet not the most happiest day in my life. I became the most improved student in Uth Power and I owe it all to all four of the CARE teachers especially for their support and words of encouragement as well as motivation. I'm sure you guys will do a great job in changing or at least to make improvements on the individual attitudes and problematic students attention-seekers in my class throughout this year. Much love. (:

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I don't know why and don't ask me why I am feeling this way. I really felt like breaking down and cry my hearts out earlier today. It was meaningless to do so, I know 'cause there was no exact reasons to it. I could just feel it in my eyes and I was so close to shed a tear. Almost. I've got no idea why but it really scared the hell out of me. The feelings I felt last year suddenly came and haunt me down. Again and again, when will it end? Shared it with some closed ones and according to Miss Salmah, it could be some emotional breakdown and yes, I think so too. Bah, I hate this feeling. I really wanted someone to be close to me and to share all of these with but too bad I've got no one. ):

On a side note, I think I laughed alot today after school. Had alot of fun with FASSH and yeah, it was only that time and only that point of time. Weird. Anyho, I shall be strong and chill more often. (",)

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Congratulations to those who got into Polys/JCs of their own choice and for those who didn't get them according to your choices, try to adapt and continue striving hard for your upcoming events. Jiayou all the waaaaay! :D

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I think I'm starting to like slow pace malay songs and I seriously do not mean jiwang. Great songs sang by (especially) Didicazli for example and others who I didn't get their names when DJ KC played them on Ria. He's funny alright lol.


Rest well, everyone.

Get lost and get a life. You've repeated the same old "hidup mati kite samer samer beb" but truth is, you don't even know wth you just blabbered. Stop bugging me and treat me like your dog. I've got my own two legs and let me walk on my own. Don't ask/force/tell me what I should and what I should not do. I know the ways, alright? Appreciated your concern anyway.