Right. The perfect-not-so-perfect skin. Finally.

I don't think y'all be surprised if I change skin, again. But at least this will remain for a few weeks, I hope. Well at least it SORT OF motivate me to work harder or something -.-

Why? 'cause I'm utterly dissapointed in myself. People who don't pay attention in class, don't do the homework teacher give and whatever else not related to being respectful to teachers, hardworking, show effort in their work - got better marks than I did. Which sucks big time.

What the hell is wrong with me? is the only thought I could think of whenever I look back at the results. I know I could do better but I think and I just think it's because of something that I'm lacking of. Something that lies within me, something that I must really change. And like what Taufiq would say, "If you shall seek, then you shall find." So let me seek myself on what is it that I'm lacking of.

On a side note, it's only CA1. 10% of the whole percentage we're gonna get at the end of this year. I shall be an optimistic person and just strive harder for the next upcoming examinations. To those who aren't happy with their results as well, let's strive to succeed together! (:

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Anyway, today was nothing much. Remember when I said Tuesdays would probably be my favourite day of the week? Well no. Not anymore. Maybe wednesday, now. And then I shall change and change so as to make life more interesting. :D

I could've stayed back with Shad to do homework or something but Ziggy insisted I go home together with him and so I did. At least it was a good thing to do also lah 'cause it spared me some time to do blogging and search for a damn skin. -.-" Plus, I do not need to get any such crap tonight again so yeah.

Dream whatever you desire to dream.
Go wherever you wish.
Seek whatever you desire.
Because life is unique,
by how you shape it.

- from an email my dad sent to me.

Have a nice day.