I want to be a good person.
I want to be an obedient daughter.
I want to be a responsible sister.
I want to ace all my subjects.
I want to be successful.
I want to have the brain, the body.
I want...

to be a camel.

Why camel? Cos they store waterbags in their body. I could've died of dehydration after cycling to Sembawang Park just now. The slopes were really steep and wooh I really need to build up my stamina - get back to the old one when which I can cycle all day long. Argh the thought of 2.4km run give me the chills already. I could only slow jog for 2 freaking rounds around the school field non-stop. I've gotta work harder.

I want to pass all subjects badly. I just am lack of encouragement and abit of inspirational thoughts or something, I guess. I don't know. I think too much and worry too much nowadays. It's not a good sign. Especially since SA1's here.. I don't wanna get screwed. Noooo! Rrrawr.

There's alot of things which I think I need to work harder for. That includes my attitude and studies, of course. The top on my list! Sometimes, you feel like you want everything but you too realise that you need to do something about it to make it meet your expectations but - okay I don't make sense. Neverrrrmind.

They say, when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss half the fun of getting there so how does that relate to 2.4km, huh? Hmmm..

Oh, I think I prefer sitting according to reg number. It's better. Much much better (:

I want a long break. Weekends don't work for me! Goodnight.