I'm exhausted.

Yesterday have got to be the thirstiest day of the month. Firstly, I was already yawning - and I just did as I type that - plus, with the sunny weather that made me feel so warm, restlessness is all I could feel. Even right now, as I type, I don't know what I should do. It's just lazyness or something that's creeping up on me. If only I like the feeling of that :( Maybe it's one of the times when I just need to get up, get out and take a breather. Or exercise! At least do something that keeps me perspire and active.

So anyway, I went back to JPS to catch up with alot of friends and visit the teachers. Was supposed to meet Tazi at Yis but he ditched. I ended up making my way there alone but still met him and afew others outside the school gate. They allowed only 20 to enter at a time which was something different, I thought.

Then it was as per norm - little conversations here and there, some laughters, lots of reminiscing moments, etc. I really miss them alot. I thought of the times when we would tease each other when someone likes someone, when we walked to Malay class chattering away loudly, when we had so much to talk about during Malay lessons, when we had afew misunderstandings and catfights, when we would stayback till late to help each other with schoolwork or just to slack, when we would have tonnes of jokes to share, when we would run about at the netball court catching each other - all of those. I wish there are some videos that I could look back upon and smile. There were so much to remember that I couldn't depend on my memory.

I couldn't deny I felt a little awkward, though. Seeing the fact that not many from my batch went to Andss, I saw many with their cliques. They look so comfortable and happy whilst I, just felt a little odd. Sometimes I wish we could have a reunion of which we can really bond all together again and talk about anything under the Sun like the old times. But perhaps that isn't possible. Or maybe we, too, haven't find a right time yet, if that's the case.

Nevertheless, I'm still happy to see all of you guys :) And no matter what happens, know that I'll always be here for you. Just beep me anytime, okie.

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I finally made my IC yesterday too haha. For now, I shall cuddle myself in bed and watch TV until I could think of something else better to do!

Labels: laughters, life, love, memories, school