It's all up to you how all of this'll work. With all the goods that you've taught us or showed us through your actions, we shall follow. But when I think about it - when I think about the bad - I feel really sad.

I wonder where the old you has gone. Maybe it's still there, but it's just the ego that's keeping you away - from showing your real self, deep inside that hard heart of yours.

I hope Arwah Yut, Nenek and Atuk and the rest who've passed on hears me. I really do.

Please change. For the sake of your children, your wife, your parents and yourself.