I apologise for being such an ass at making decisions. I've always been. Just that this time, it's not my fault :D
There have been so many things on my mind recently, to be frank. I think it's unhealthy that I'm thinking alot too. I can feel it already. I hope I don't get sick! At least not anytime soon lol.
So there have been memories that I can't forget, but I forgave anyway because I'm nice like that :) Truth is, maybe I really had high hopes on you. Maybe I really thought that yknow, even if we won't be together, we'll be close friends. I didn't expect us to be in the situation we are right now. We don't talk anymore. At all. What are we now? Strangers? That was unexpected.
I've been spending most of my time in school. Like today. It's exhausting and I hate it how we have to endure no matter how much we're against it. Like cmon lah, there'll still be homework to be completed overnight. As if lessons in school aren't enough :(
Yes, I'm complaining. I will not - let me repeat - will not stop complaining. I can't live one day of not doing it. And I know you can't too :)
What's my lesson learnt? To never judge people too soon. Not by its cover, but too soon. But that's just me. I can try, though.