Anyway, today was definitely a better day than yesterday. Thank you, Shafila and Syazwan for cheering me up :) And to Hadirah, who took the time to teach me SS all this while. We even had a filling stomach after Starbucks and Hei Sushi earlier hehe caya lah!

Today's the day. I was counting down like I was counting down to the new year. Thank you to all for the wishes be it through texts or MSN or FB :) Especially to you xhzd, the one that was the first to wish me on FB. I really like you and I treasure our friendship. I know you're not just a friend and I hope you don't treat me the same way or worst - as a sister. Judging from how we interact for the past week, I know there's more to that. If you really think you're putting the wrong impression and gave me false hopes, then out with it already. Please don't waste my time. I'd love it if we remain like this for a very long time but I know it's impossible. Yeah I feel jealous for the littlest things that you did (and you prolly not know why or what) but maybe that's because I've fallen for you. However, I feel like there's so many barriers between us. And that you're drifting apart. The only way I could reach you is online. Please try to understand? If I could, I swear I'd sneak out to meet you and hug you tight. I know that it's all temporary. I'm fully aware that I've been there and done that. I'm clueless myself as to why all of this is happening. I just hope that it might be different this time. I need someone. Someone like you.