Initially, I wanted to change my 'website' under my information on Facebook but I figure it'd be too risky. I don't really mind friends reading but family? Relatives? I won't have as much freedom to write about anything anymore and then it'd just be pointless to keep this place as a place where I can let everything out.
Anyway, today was definitely a better day than yesterday. Thank you, Shafila and Syazwan for cheering me up :) And to Hadirah, who took the time to teach me SS all this while. We even had a filling stomach after Starbucks and Hei Sushi earlier hehe caya lah!
Today's the day. I was counting down like I was counting down to the new year. Thank you to all for the wishes be it through texts or MSN or FB :) Especially to you xhzd, the one that was the first to wish me on FB. I really like you and I treasure our friendship. I know you're not just a friend and I hope you don't treat me the same way or worst - as a sister. Judging from how we interact for the past week, I know there's more to that. If you really think you're putting the wrong impression and gave me false hopes, then out with it already. Please don't waste my time. I'd love it if we remain like this for a very long time but I know it's impossible. Yeah I feel jealous for the littlest things that you did (and you prolly not know why or what) but maybe that's because I've fallen for you. However, I feel like there's so many barriers between us. And that you're drifting apart. The only way I could reach you is online. Please try to understand? If I could, I swear I'd sneak out to meet you and hug you tight. I know that it's all temporary. I'm fully aware that I've been there and done that. I'm clueless myself as to why all of this is happening. I just hope that it might be different this time. I need someone. Someone like you.
I wish you got into this place by some miracle and know how I feel.
Because I have nothing else better to do. Because I thought I might just relive this blog for once. Because I think that at this point of time in my life, I should just rant like nobody's business. Because I miss having something to say to myself, be it as a reminder or just to let out the feelings and thoughts inside my head. Because I think it sucks to have a birthday just two days away (soon it'll be one) and not have any plans. Because I think I've gone bonkers and lost my drive to having fun, to go out and play, to laugh hard for the littlest things.
Because I really miss all of it. The people I used to hang out with. The people who I know as my friends. Where are you guys?
I'm updating only after 2 hours plus after logging in. Loser.
Anyway, the past three days've been busy.
On Friday, there was a carnival at school and it was the bomb. The whole atmosphere was pretty hyped up with red and white beings everywhere. Lots of interesting booths as well :) Truth be told, I didn't really got busy on foot that day. Spent most of the time at Inspire Town watching awesome people battling out on Guitar Heroes! I had the urge of wanting to try myself and so I did, in the end. When most of the people already left, obviously haha. So I sang with Jia Hao playing the drums and Zul together with YJ on the guitars. We played What I've Done by Linkin Park since it probably is the easiest song out of all the others and for once, I felt like a rockstar taking over the "stage" :D There isn't that much pictures because of obvious reasons duh haha.
JH wasn't in photo :(
That aside, I finally had laksa during lunch with Nat along with Syairah, Azlin, Haziqah and Zul after school. I like how laksa tastes like when eaten together with the cockles :D
The girls left earlier and the remaining us took photos of ourselves together after that.
Want fight ah? Come ah. Lol.
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Saturday was to JB and I got myself afew things that I'm quite contented with. Other than that, the day was spent eating and eating as per usual :P
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Then on Sunday, yesterday, I woke up early as if it was a school day to do CIP. I'm kinda glad I could wake up because the previous night was spent on late night calls and I was too hyper to go to sleep haha. We had to help serve food at the event where PM Lee actually came and twas all good. Pretty slacked but I still enjoyed myself anyway.
A pity my ballon burst (and I blame the grass, thanks). Haha but Elyn was so nice that she gave hers to me but in the end, I gave it to a little boy instead. The name's Nigel, I think. As what his mother called him :D
And then I took my first LRT around that area. I've only took at Sentosa or Changi Airport but never at Farmway. Pretty much exciting but all the same as MRT anyway haha.
I spent my time lazing around that afternoon. Just because I didn't wanna go out and be among the crowd. Claustrophobia man, like seriously -.-
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Today. I did Malay. Keratan akhbar and that's that. Damn.
As promised, I shall blog about yesterday. A quick one!
Photoshoot at Marina Barrage was awesome. Our similar tops are so pretty and colourful that every photo taken is fabulouso :D I've also concluded that taking photos with the grass and sky are always beeeautiful.
The plan that took place weeks ago finally came. An outing with Nat that took us ages to make it happen haha. We had deep conversations that we haven't had for a long time (like seriously) and I enjoyed every minute of it. Tonnes of stories, smiles and laughter shared and we shall do this monthly from now on!
I thank you for the kick-ass hilarious and fun day, for trusting me, and or all that we've shared, it'll only be between us. Love you lots, Chemist! ;)
Oh, and something else. Unexpected, we saw my primary school friends and I swear I miss them. They were celebrating Fad's birthday and I guess all of them overtook me alrd :( I need to grooow. Anyway here's wishing you a blessed and awesome birthday, Fadeelah! :)
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Today, I fasted. Without waking up for Sahur, you have no idea how upset my stomach was. It kept on grumbling but I persevered through. Despite having smelled whatever food that very much tempted me, despite seeing someone drinking bubble-t, despite seeing the delicious-looking food on the cover of a cookbook I saw at the library, despite the crave I had for Starbucks, despite all of that; I GOT THROUGH IT.
I'm glad it did because it wasn't easy, what with my moodswings. You should really go away.
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Isman, your face is haunting me -.-
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Shit. Tomorrow's Monday. Another long day at school. Make that a dreadful week. Like last week. So many things are going to happen and lots of things are needed to be done!
I don't know where to start. I feel extremely touched by alot of people and although there wasn't any tears of whatsoever, really, the feeling was undescribable. You just couldn't express them in words :)
Special thanks to my dearest WGN and Mr Octupus for ytd's beyond awesome outing! I knew they were up to something but of course, I didn't know what at all. So apparently when I was (well, I was supposed to be) alone at the Esplanade's rooftop, they came with this hugeass balloon that left me speechless! (Yeah I love to call it hugeass because it's really huge haha.)
We then sat around just laughing and talking about random stuffs and taking alot of pictures. There were once when this person walked past us when the camera just snapped so end result was a picture of his butt :D it was hilarious. And then since there was a preview of the NDP, we got to see the parachutes, the helicopters and ESPECIALLY (I can't help but stress this.) THE FIREWORKS!!! I loved it to bits and pieces. I got higher soon after too. It's the loud sounds and atmosphere that just turns you on. Anything loud is good. (Excluding metal and screamo music eh thanks.) Ah, it also brought back memories on watching it on my very birthday last year too :D
Drinks on the house at Starbucks after that. More crazy times and I shan't deny I actually felt good and proud carrying the hugeass balloon home :D but yes, thanks to Zul too for accompanyg till I reach Yishun! Nyeaha.
I don't know what else to fill in this space. Maybe I'm lost for words.
Anyway, I've been out for the past few days and how could you go out and not spend money right? So yup, that has been what I'm up to.
Well at least I accomplished something today. A productive chionging-homework session with Shad was awesome because we played the swings (!!!) and bottlekicked all the way to khatib :D
I shd totally start clearing my wardrobe and start packing tomorrow. Damn you, Mr Procrastination.
On a different note, I totally forgot about this girl's birthday. I got to admit tho, I had a strange feeling that I know it's SOMEONE's birthday today. Just couldn't guess who. Should've just known earlier rawr.
Happy birthday, dearest Seri Muslihah!
I'm sorry I almost forgot your birthday. Thanks for the other day and I'm looking forward to more years of friendship with you! Hope you had a blast and I wish you all the best in everything you do especially in studies and life <3
Disini aku masih sendiri Merenungi hari-hari sepi Aku tanpamu Masih tanpamu
Bila esok hari datang lagi Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu
Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung Di tempat ini aku bertahan
* Suara dengarkanlah aku Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku Aku di sini menunggunya Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Suara dengarkanlah aku Apakah aku slalu dihatinya Aku di sini menunggunya Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Kalau ku masih tetap disini Ku lewati semua yang terjadi Aku menunggumu Aku menunggu
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Indonesian songs rocks. I'd love to listen to Korean ones (since it's the in thing right now what with Boys Over Flowers) but if only I could understand the lyrics lol. You should check out songs from Afgan, Kerispatih and Ungu too when you have the time. My favourites :D
On a diff note, I just realised how pathetic my previous post was haha. And anyway, happy birthday to Fatiha and Taufiq! :) hope you guys have a blast today. Go break a leg okay. <3
Am currently doing the individual write-up for the reading task and I feel so cramped!
What was I thinking? How could I forget that there's also POA Quiz besides Maths Test? Even the reading task is due tmr. And I haven't start packing for next week!
Why oh whyyy must I always have the need of wanting to do something when I don't have the time? I mean, I miss those times when I'm free. When I can go out and have fun. Now it's all left with homeworks and, more homeworks?
Kay la, all of that are just bullshits. You'll find the time if you manage them well and I, for one, do not.
Damn, I want longer weekends.
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Happy belated birthday to Mustakim Bro and happy birthday, Joel :)
Today is happy day because time passed by faster than ever and I just love Fridays! (Note: I HATE THURSDAYS. Coz Thursdays = 2 hours of Science and POA = Nightmare)
So I was already high after school and went higher when I saw Jin Xing otw home which totally made my smile even wider and I was smiling non-stop after that, like someone had put superglue on it or sth. I miss him so much la. We didn't get to talk though, coz I was in the car. Hahaha.
Then I got irritated by how the pimples on my face are spreading like wildfire but I was still happy. :D
I suppose today's also the most awesome and beyond day for Dewi Natassha bcoz it's her 14th and I saw her eyes red this morning. She must've cried for joy and touched by everyone that has wished her and gave her presents. HEEHEEEEE.
I hope you like the pres and I wish you all the best in life, babe. You'll receive something from me (again) on Monday. :)
Is it just me or is the timetable making the hours longer? I mean, it's only a day that passed but it felt like it was two days. Really, time was passing by real slow. I think the reason's because we haven't start any lessons yet and it even ends at 2.10 now so yeah.
Library was fine, at least I spent the time chatting if that's something useful. xD
(I think Shad knows who I'm referring to for the pict hahaha.)
Okay w-t-f I missed an hour of Little Nyonya!
Last but definitely not the least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATIN HOLMBERG :D
Friendster is screwed. What's with all that bull I got in my inbox and comments man? I feel like deleting but the thought of having made that 3 years ago and the friends that I want to keep in touch with, I guess I'll just leave it as it is for the time being..
I had two plans clashed into one. I thought I could divide my time and make everyone happy but I guess it didn't work. Yeah I spent yesterday with the birthday girl Shad! :D We didn't have anything much in mind, though, so perhaps roaming around J8 would be just fine for us.
And then the craziest idea strucked, why not watch a movie? Haha. So we did and we caught the movie "The Day The Earth Stood Still" :D It was a cool movieee. Now I realise, you never know if the person who sit beside you or just around you are an alien under the human mask. LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: on the 16th (yesterday). -
NURAMIRA SHADRINA
HEY HOTNUT, I'm not good at words but I know I have lots to say to you. I don't even know where to start. Basically, we've known each other for about a year now and I think you're the most understanding person along with a good listening ear too. It have always been fun with you around and I appreciate everything that you've done - the outings, the talks, the hot gossips, the laughters up to each and every littlest random things you did :D
May our friendship last longer than we'd ever imagine and I wish you all the best in life. Always know you've got your closed ones on your back and hakuna matata, babe :) Have fun being 15 and live life to the fullest. God bless! :D
IMRAN SINWAN
THE Monyet :) You've been the best lately, and I thank you for being there when I need someone to just talk random stuffs with. I hate you for replying smses late but of course I can't expect you to pay attention only to me, heh. I apologise once again for not spending your special day with you but I'm glad to know you had fun, anyway :D
Strive for your goals and may you succeed in whatever you do :) Stay funny and happy always too, okay? Like I said, I'll be here when you need me.. Just a call/sms away ;) There'll be Monkey to cheer you up too, remember that! Haha :D
(today.)
AISYAH
Hello you, I hope you enjoy today like you never did before :D Welcome to the teenage world, girl! A world where you will discover new stuffs and it just won't stop coming. I hope life's been good for you this year because as compared to mine, my Sec 1 days were full of misery but I'm still here, alive :D
May all your wishes come true and I look forward to the days I'll be spending with you as us Andersonians :) have fun and stay pretty, sweetie!
- Much love you guys! :D
On a different note, did you know there's a school called Kheng Cheng at Toa Payoh? Try to pronounce it.. What does it sound like? *wags eyebrows* HAHAHAHA.
I'm such a loser when it comes to remembering birthdays ):
Here's to: Ayu Syafiqah, Syafiqah OPSS, Siti Nur Dahiyah & Ivan.
Happy belated fourteenth, you guys! Out of the four of you, I know only one will read it. Or none at all but anyway, I truly apologise for not remembering your birthday. Sometimes I look forward to other things so much that I forgot your special day. May you be blessed wherever you are and all the best in your future endeavours! :D
To anyone or everyone who's reading, do update me when your bday's coming.
(& with attitude like this, I want lots of ppl to wish me on my bday ah. tsk fat hope manz.)
I finally got my treat after sooo long. Day out with Haikal was another fun outing man. Thanks for the starbucks, games, laughters, storytellg sessions and the day, dude! Will look forward for the next outing, I guess :)
Basically, we didn't take hours to find his shoes. He saw, I saw, price was reasonable so he bought it. Then it was starbucks for almost an hour plus plus and games for about an hour as well. I beated him at fighting games uh, pro skills or what. Hahaha but luck was passed on to him too so it's sort of a fair and square game.
My green tea cream frappe (I think I bought this on Mushy Museey's bday too lol)
Games are fun when it's free. HAHAHA.
Rounding around town after that and I was off to meet the family at Suntec. Caught Quantum Of Solace and I must say that the show's awesomezz. A lot of action pacts(!!!) woo. But then again, I also expected more at the end of the movie -.- Overall, it was great and I loooove.
Oh and I won't miss this. Here's wishing Ulfah happy belated 16th on 10th Nov and my closest yet craziest cousin, happy belated EIGHTEENTH birthday to you too (I can't believe you're so old alrd HAHA) yesterday :D
Hope you guys enjoyed your big day!
I'm supposed to be out with the 'jiwe gang' today but it was raining and it killed my mood. We'll still be meeting next week anyway. Can't wait :D
I had a pretty bad day today and I seriously need to work some ass helping out in the kitchen and learn neccessary stuffs from Mum to provide a happy household in future. LOL that was a far opinion but anyway it's true.
I really need to do something about the attitude as well 'cause it's not getting me anywhere. I even overselpt (for the second time) for tuition earlier! Aaah, I'm so abnormal.
'Neeway, Sorfyna Alis' cute photo in Shad's blog reminded me of Nur Insyirah Nabilah's, which I didn't put it up here after the house-warming at my relative's house. Well here she is:
I think she'll take a whole minute to just write her name on the exam paper haha her name's so long lah. Gah, I miss having a babysis. My sister is already 3 and it's no fun compared to when she was so tiny and fragile, hahaha. Oh well at least there's someone who makes the house more lively.
So everyone's talking about Hari Raya right now. All about how they're excited and patiently waiting for the day to come. I thought about it and assume this year would be different, with me shedding a tear or two for my late Nyanyi Unyel's recent death but no worries, I'll still be happy as can be and will looking forward to playing fire crackers with the neighbours and sibs :D
All those years we've been hanging out and laughing together like crazy, I swear all he could give in photos are his retarded expressions. HAHAHA thanks for accompanying me yesterday, bro!
It was a last-minute plan to the library for I can't seem to stay at home and finish the homeworks assigned to me. Which sucks but it's fine when there's company and stuff :D And yeah, managed to finish most of it in a short period of time.
Anyway, it've been normal for me to feel Saturday on a Sunday and Tuesday on a Monday and the list goes on. 'Guess this is how it works when you want longer weekends and lesser weekdays lol.
Last but not least! (This took me awhile.. but just for you, Salmah)
For the first time, I had an edited picture of someone's birthday here. Whatever it is, Salmah, I believe you had a day filled with lotsa fun and surprises and glad you loved the card! ;)
I'm such a wondergirl that the blog's not dead when exams are just around the corner. Should I smile or frown, right now?
So yes, library was fun esp with the company and we even went break-fast at pizza hut on one of the shooting days! (This is a very slow update on stuffs) haha anyho, we really had a bonding time together and I can't wait to see the video ahhh, till now haven't get to see it yet D:
Anyway, life's been a bore. For this week, I've been dragging my feet to school and I get so restless easily. It's only Tuesday, mind you. And I only look forward to dismissal gah what the hell's happening! ..... Not crazy, just a little unwell LOL.
Oh yeah, Izzah and I volunteered to help pack the porridges at Masjid last Saturday. Will be helping for this week as well, I guess. It's quite fun, to do something useful in your spare time nyahah!
On a totally different note, Azrulizwan says he bakes the nicest cookies. Too bad la, I bake the TASTIEST cookies :D heheheheheh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN SULAIMAN :D You've been a great friend and I appreciate all the things you've done for me. Well wishes to you and I believe you had a great day! (: Loves.
I shall update a quick one. School's back and I thought it'd turn out pretty well since in a way it forwards the time rather quickly and therefore it means breakfast comes faster than usual(?) lol but I guess I was wrong. What more with not having enough rest? Only the second period of the day and I wanted to go home so badly! Well then again, at least there was time for me to have a nap during recess XD
Right so anyway today was the guy-who-wished-me-alot-on-my-birthday birthday!
I've been smiling the whole day! You must be thinking I'm mad but seriously, even though if I am, I don't mind taking that as a compliment. I had such a kick-ass day and I'd do anything to rewind the time again.
Meeting primary schoolmates was the one and only thing I've been waiting for almost a year of not seeing each other. Other than that, performance in school was da bomb! The videos dedicated to teachers were very touching and if they teachers didn't cry or feel sooo touched that they melted, I don't know what else to say. Seriously.
I lalalalaloveeee yesterday, today, tomorrow, nextnext day, nextnextnext day and so on.
I hope so anyway since yknw if you're too happy at some point of time, you'll be very sad at the other point of time as well. Oh well, that's life.
And then the craziest idea strucked, why not watch a movie? Haha. So we did and we caught the movie "The Day The Earth Stood Still" :D It was a cool movieee. Now I realise, you never know if the person who sit beside you or just around you are an alien under the human mask. LOL.
Hope you guys enjoyed your big day!
Oh yeah, Izzah and I volunteered to help pack the porridges at Masjid last Saturday. Will be helping for this week as well, I guess. It's quite fun, to do something useful in your spare time nyahah!