Oh my god I miss this space. It's been such a long time and since it's the new year, I've decided to revive it :)
As usual, year by year, it feels indifferent. I mean yeah new year woohoo new resolutions yeah yada boo. It all comes down to one thing every single time. Insecurity.
I felt it before and I'm feeling it again. You know, the feeling when you stop everything and realise that hey new year's here like what the hell am I doing I have homework to finish and there's school next week and I'm so fucking scared of what's instored for meee.
Bleah I shall put that aside for now. BUT SERIOUSLY I'M PARANOID.
K anyway I love Taufik Batisah alot and watching him perform live right infront of my two eyes was just amazing. I even got to touch his hand last night and I was over the moon by then! It was my first and definitely a memorable one. I won't forget the last day of 2009. Ever.
And I love you HAZIQ ABD HALIM for accompanying me throughout and not complain when I was hyperventilating and just wouldn't stfu. I love you too NURAMIRA SHADRINA for meeting me yestd and spending the first few minutes of 2010 with meh! I hope 2010's gonna be a blast for us all ♥ ♥ ♥
I'm updating only after 2 hours plus after logging in. Loser.
Anyway, the past three days've been busy.
On Friday, there was a carnival at school and it was the bomb. The whole atmosphere was pretty hyped up with red and white beings everywhere. Lots of interesting booths as well :) Truth be told, I didn't really got busy on foot that day. Spent most of the time at Inspire Town watching awesome people battling out on Guitar Heroes! I had the urge of wanting to try myself and so I did, in the end. When most of the people already left, obviously haha. So I sang with Jia Hao playing the drums and Zul together with YJ on the guitars. We played What I've Done by Linkin Park since it probably is the easiest song out of all the others and for once, I felt like a rockstar taking over the "stage" :D There isn't that much pictures because of obvious reasons duh haha.
JH wasn't in photo :(
That aside, I finally had laksa during lunch with Nat along with Syairah, Azlin, Haziqah and Zul after school. I like how laksa tastes like when eaten together with the cockles :D
The girls left earlier and the remaining us took photos of ourselves together after that.
Want fight ah? Come ah. Lol.
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Saturday was to JB and I got myself afew things that I'm quite contented with. Other than that, the day was spent eating and eating as per usual :P
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Then on Sunday, yesterday, I woke up early as if it was a school day to do CIP. I'm kinda glad I could wake up because the previous night was spent on late night calls and I was too hyper to go to sleep haha. We had to help serve food at the event where PM Lee actually came and twas all good. Pretty slacked but I still enjoyed myself anyway.
A pity my ballon burst (and I blame the grass, thanks). Haha but Elyn was so nice that she gave hers to me but in the end, I gave it to a little boy instead. The name's Nigel, I think. As what his mother called him :D
And then I took my first LRT around that area. I've only took at Sentosa or Changi Airport but never at Farmway. Pretty much exciting but all the same as MRT anyway haha.
I spent my time lazing around that afternoon. Just because I didn't wanna go out and be among the crowd. Claustrophobia man, like seriously -.-
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Today. I did Malay. Keratan akhbar and that's that. Damn.
Something to start off the day! It will only take a good 4 minutes and it's worth it especially if you need a little inspiration to push you further :D Click here.
I woke up really early today. I couldn't sleep back so I thought maybe it's a chance for me to finish up some homeworks after all that I haven't done yesterday when I assumed I could have. The feeling of guilt was horrible.
And then Haziq called and entertained my boring morning. I also found out that some of the works passed to me wasn't for the holidays' but for the days I was absent -.-
Okay I want to learn. But definitely not you, Maths. *gives the death stare*
Disini aku masih sendiri Merenungi hari-hari sepi Aku tanpamu Masih tanpamu
Bila esok hari datang lagi Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu
Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung Di tempat ini aku bertahan
* Suara dengarkanlah aku Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku Aku di sini menunggunya Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Suara dengarkanlah aku Apakah aku slalu dihatinya Aku di sini menunggunya Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Kalau ku masih tetap disini Ku lewati semua yang terjadi Aku menunggumu Aku menunggu
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Indonesian songs rocks. I'd love to listen to Korean ones (since it's the in thing right now what with Boys Over Flowers) but if only I could understand the lyrics lol. You should check out songs from Afgan, Kerispatih and Ungu too when you have the time. My favourites :D
On a diff note, I just realised how pathetic my previous post was haha. And anyway, happy birthday to Fatiha and Taufiq! :) hope you guys have a blast today. Go break a leg okay. <3
Currently watching 'Delivering Suzy' at Ch 5 and I still remember how the actors/actresses was on air on 93.8fm at 2am in the morning. It's like unbelievable. The adorable kid was up just for a radio interview? Wow-ness lol.
I used to love the Christmas season and want to celebrate it since I heart presents so much but now, I realise presents aren't everything. Besides, I'd prefer getting money for I can spend it on whatever I want. What if you get presents that you don't like? Mmm.
Friendster is screwed. What's with all that bull I got in my inbox and comments man? I feel like deleting but the thought of having made that 3 years ago and the friends that I want to keep in touch with, I guess I'll just leave it as it is for the time being..
I had two plans clashed into one. I thought I could divide my time and make everyone happy but I guess it didn't work. Yeah I spent yesterday with the birthday girl Shad! :D We didn't have anything much in mind, though, so perhaps roaming around J8 would be just fine for us.
And then the craziest idea strucked, why not watch a movie? Haha. So we did and we caught the movie "The Day The Earth Stood Still" :D It was a cool movieee. Now I realise, you never know if the person who sit beside you or just around you are an alien under the human mask. LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: on the 16th (yesterday). -
NURAMIRA SHADRINA
HEY HOTNUT, I'm not good at words but I know I have lots to say to you. I don't even know where to start. Basically, we've known each other for about a year now and I think you're the most understanding person along with a good listening ear too. It have always been fun with you around and I appreciate everything that you've done - the outings, the talks, the hot gossips, the laughters up to each and every littlest random things you did :D
May our friendship last longer than we'd ever imagine and I wish you all the best in life. Always know you've got your closed ones on your back and hakuna matata, babe :) Have fun being 15 and live life to the fullest. God bless! :D
IMRAN SINWAN
THE Monyet :) You've been the best lately, and I thank you for being there when I need someone to just talk random stuffs with. I hate you for replying smses late but of course I can't expect you to pay attention only to me, heh. I apologise once again for not spending your special day with you but I'm glad to know you had fun, anyway :D
Strive for your goals and may you succeed in whatever you do :) Stay funny and happy always too, okay? Like I said, I'll be here when you need me.. Just a call/sms away ;) There'll be Monkey to cheer you up too, remember that! Haha :D
(today.)
AISYAH
Hello you, I hope you enjoy today like you never did before :D Welcome to the teenage world, girl! A world where you will discover new stuffs and it just won't stop coming. I hope life's been good for you this year because as compared to mine, my Sec 1 days were full of misery but I'm still here, alive :D
May all your wishes come true and I look forward to the days I'll be spending with you as us Andersonians :) have fun and stay pretty, sweetie!
- Much love you guys! :D
On a different note, did you know there's a school called Kheng Cheng at Toa Payoh? Try to pronounce it.. What does it sound like? *wags eyebrows* HAHAHAHA.
Look at the time and look at me now.. What am I doing? Blogging. What was I doing? Playing 'Pet Society' at Facebook and wasted all my time there too. Oh did I mention I created one yesterday at 2AM on the dot? Ask dear Mus, he's my witness. & he the man! HAHAHA. :D Like finally, aye.
So anyway, yesterday was Eid al-Adha and I thought maybe if some of you non-Muslim readers would like to know why it's celebrated then you may want to click here. (to you Chui Shan, especially. Heheh.)
In my point of view, it's not that hard to understand lah. I think how Channel 5 News explained about Eid al-Adha was way easier to understand and more accurate, though. Take the website just for reference anyways.
It's quite sad to know things happen on this kind of day but hey, I'm still a happy kid and I shall look forward to brighter days :D
Here's wishing Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims! (It's not a late wish. It's celebrated for 3 daysss kay.)
I'm such a loser when it comes to remembering birthdays ):
Here's to: Ayu Syafiqah, Syafiqah OPSS, Siti Nur Dahiyah & Ivan.
Happy belated fourteenth, you guys! Out of the four of you, I know only one will read it. Or none at all but anyway, I truly apologise for not remembering your birthday. Sometimes I look forward to other things so much that I forgot your special day. May you be blessed wherever you are and all the best in your future endeavours! :D
To anyone or everyone who's reading, do update me when your bday's coming.
(& with attitude like this, I want lots of ppl to wish me on my bday ah. tsk fat hope manz.)