I can't believe I neglected this place, almost totally. Anyway I wanted to blog about the first book I read in 2011. It was A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks :)
I know there's a movie about it and I've heard about the story but didn't read the book. So I did after I came across it in the school library. It was for Eng oracy. Surprisingly I thought oracy was fun because similar to Show & Tell, all we had to do during Eng lessons was listen.
I admit I kinda expected how the ending would turn out like since I took a peek at the last chapt. Nevertheless, I thought twas an interesting book :) Goes out to all of you who likes a moving story. It'll be etched to your mind for awhile, but at least it's not some scary movie that's gonna haunt you, just enough to remind you that life's short; spend your days well.
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Besides that, life's been good. All praises to God.
Hello everybodyyyyy. *imitates Barbarella* Hahaha okay that was bloody random. (Hey say it with a British accent, like how Harry Potter would say it. It sounds nicer. BLOODY.) I bet u did that after reading HAHA.
Damn, I sidetracked a lot. So anyway, did I mention that I was craving for KFC's black pepper chicken badly yesterday? Like I really, really, really wanted to try it. Well I did actually, once at Bugis Village. But I think the person gave me the original one. Yeah, wtfasdkljshfvm. I let the matter rest, of course. I didn't really care at that time.
But today, I made sure the person behind the counter gave me the right one! And she did. So I got home, still dressed the same way when I got out of my house and ate to my heart's content :) I felt like a pig. Oh well.
I had these 2 pieces of chicken + coleslaw + cheesefries. *shakes head* Now that I've satisfy my crave, I shall be a good girl and not eat fastfood in a month :) That should be easy. Heh I refuse to say junkfood because I'll definitely need my Calbee potato chips whenever!
Speaking of junkfood, does chocolates count? Hahaha I seriously blame holidays for eating too much. And not studying. I act like Os are over for me when really, I have to start revising.
But it's always easier said than done, right? :)
Of course there's no harm in trying though. I'm actually planning to attempt that final question of POA since I have to hand it in tomorrow. Sigh. Studies, I hate you so much.
I'm sick and tired of the words that play in my mind. When I'm busy, or don't have much time in my hands, suddenly A LOT of things come to mind and I want to do this and that. When the time comes, when I actually have TIME in my hands, I don't know what to do with it. Suddenly that to-do list disappears. I thought of writing it somewhere though, like in a planner? But I guess I don't know where to start. And it's not like I'll be loyal to the planner anyway.
I haven't even freakin' read my book which I borrowed for about -- I can't even remember when! That's how LONG it has been, I guess? Hmmm.
Today is Friday the 17th already. What have I been doing? Having fun. What have I been doing that has something to do with studies? Nothing.
Yay I finally settled for the right skin and did some changes to it. Mainly I wanted to have the time for the posts and archives. Well I wanted archives at first but I wanted the drop down box kinda thing and couldn't find the right codes so it's okay, I'll settle for this at the moment.
Thanks to @Shaadmiiraa, I've decided to relive this blog and fill up this space. Whoa I think I've said that over a thousand times! It's not like I totally abandoned it anyway haha I mean I did come here to rant still. Just when I really really felt low and felt like there was noone I could talk to.
Hopefully this time it's for real, what's with having the new skin and all. *shows peace sign*
Life's been good this holidays. I sure have some bitter memories but I guess God's ever fair and when I think about it, I think the number of good days I had outweighed the bad days. Anyway as cliche as this may sound, life has its ups and downs. And you can't run away from it. Duh.
So I miss Blogger a lot. I really miss those times when I have outing with friends and I'll update about it at the end of the day. Then I'll check others' and read theirs' as well. Not to forget the tagging part. Ah, good ol' days!
Now everyone's on Tumblr. Which isn't fun okay, it's all about reblogging and getting jealous over the pictures you see. It will never be the same as Blogger :')
Previous post was darn right emo! Hahaha I can't believe it. Anyway life's been good. Pretty hooked to Baking Life thanks to my lovely friends x) In school, we spend 2/5 of our time talking about it because we're cool like that hehe. Even right now, I'm playing it.
(Okay la basically nothing to post about but I wanna remove the previous post so here's something la, hor)
Firstly, I hate you. And you. And you. For making me wait and for fooling me.
Secondly, I am sooo proud of myself that I survived 2 hrs of POA today and I went for CCA since forever :) Haha I think I'll be coming more often because there's seriously alot of events lining up for us!
Thirdly, I love you. And you. And you. For being there for me and you're probably the only one I'm willing to waste my texts on. Strange, eh?
Right. So I apologise to those who've come here numerous times only to find the same exhausted post all over again!
(If anyone ever comes here, anyway) (Damn, that is such a common phrase) (But really, whoever, me love you okay) (Okay back to posting-)
I've not been busy. Just a little lazy (and I've said this before, time and again). Man, I love to complain :)
Sept hols are ending. I'm not done with Maths because I don't have a bloody fulscap/foolscap. It's frustrating but it is what it is. I couldn't get out to get new ones because shops are not opened at 7am. Not until now. So I'll most prolly get off soon and buy a whole stack of it :) 10's a nice number.
Then I needn't get so tense everytime it finishes.
Side note. This may be the second last post (last would be a goodbye *sad music on the background*) because I'm listening to Chris B's Say Goodbye in Ziq's blog. There's never a right time, you know. Just never...
FTW. Reason being, I've moved to another island :) Far far away from here...
I've been up since Sahur just now. This is what happens when you don't use the comp daily:
1) Too lazy to even switch it on. 2) After doing so anyway, you start checking out what you've missed out on. 3) You start reading blogs, viewing profiles after profiles on FB, chat with some mates, etc. 4) Get carried away eventually, until you even forgot to do what you intended to do in the first place (ie blogging, research for some work, etc) 5) Therefore, getting carried away = big number of hours wasted infront of the comp.
:D Agree, anyone?
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This doesn't feel good. My neck hurts now -.- I should probably bathe right after this and study after or get back to sleep XD (Though I know this isn't really possible. Oh well.)
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Can't wait for later! It's been sometime. We shall camwhore. It's a must :D
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The fact that it's the first day of Ramadhan, I shall not be entertained by unecessary stuffs that doesn't concern me. I shouldn't even bother about you, because whatever you does hurts the other party and that will be between you and God. But know that if he's hurt, I'd feel sorry because I know him. Just know him.
Sometimes I feel like screaming to your face, sometimes I want to talk to you (talk about alot of things), sometimes I want to do some catching up with you, sometimes I want to walk up to you and ask how are you doing, sometimes I wonder why we're like how we are right now, sometimes I want you to know that I still care, sometimes I really miss you, sometimes I wonder whether you're going through the same as I am, sometimes I want to go out with you and have fun, sometimes I want you to know that I miss the old times, sometimes I wish you're the one that I could turn to whenever I feel down, sometimes I think maybe you didn't reply my texts because I sent to the wrong number (yes, silly me) (and yes, I deleted to forget you), sometimes I wish that is true, sometimes I wish you're here beside me, sometimes I wish what happened didn't happen in the first place, sometimes I thought I brought this upon myself so I've got no one else to blame, sometimes I want an explanation from you, sometimes I really wonder what's so great about you that it's hard for me to forget, sometimes I want you to never exist, sometimes I want you to be the one who starts the conversation, sometimes I wish you'd tell me that you felt (at least) a tinge of regret for what you've done, sometimes I want to forget all the memories we had, sometimes I tell myself that it was only a month of good memories so why the heck brood over it, sometimes, there's just too much to say.
& most of the time, you're stucked in my head and I feel like a fool.
I guess right now, the safest place to be at - is home.
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It's been weeks now that I'll update the blog while the television is on. And the show that's on would be Singapure Syok. Why eh? It's like dejavu. Haizad's adorable anyway.
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Today felt odd. All alone and I probably am too used to having people around me that for once, when they went away and gone, forgotten all about me, I didn't know which path to take. Lost.
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On a much lighter note, girls, do visit here when you have the time ;)
I think I heard someone say something about this year's NDP song. That it isn't that brilliant. I beg to differ please. The song just makes me wanting to sing to it :D Plus, it's an inspirational song, just like No Boundaries or The Climb. So thumbs up aye!
Apparently I'm still awake. I know it's late and I know you have to get enough rest especially when you're gna sit for a test the next day but hey, at least I've got my other works done. I've always liked doing language like Eng and MTL than Maths or Science anyw so it doesn't matter haha.
Yeah this is what I accomplished and it was taken a minute after I clicked to new post.
& this was the other time. When I had Green and Blue watching me do work :D
Last Saturday, it was a day trip to JB. Not that we haven't been going there often, it's just that a day trip is pretty rare. We basically slacked over at grandparents' while dad was behind the house picking rambutans with granddad. I swear I have this fear of going near fruits which is by far, my worst weakness ever. I'm just being conscious of it, I guess. A little too much :/
Moving on. Spending time at grandpop's residence was surprisingly fine. Since young, I never actually liked it. Perhaps this time round I realised I could make use of the camera and take photos :D Plus, I brought my malay compo along hahaha, how nice *angel face*
Mine and sis' same pair of shoes :D
Lookie! It's little starfruitsss.
Yes, it's ANTS. Blame the rambutans haha.
Before we head home, we had dinner and I ordered this.
Since I got some moolahs from brother as a birthday gift, I decided to go shopping last Monday! We had lunch as a family first and then sis and I left for Tampines. I miss my hometownnn. I had fun but being the muddle-headed I always am, I kept thinking of buying stuffs and then hold on to it but put it back later. Yeah it's frustrating because I'm just too afraid to spend my money sometimes haha. But in the end, I spent over fifty bucks anyway. Admit it, you need retail therapy once in awhile :D
We had a break from all the walking at J.CO and my oh my, it was sweet.
After that, we dropped by Mak's house for awhile and after an hour or so, we headed home. Upon reaching, I received a Domokun bag from Amin. Funny guy because according to him, it reminds him of me. That makes me wonder why so much :D but anyway thanks agn!
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Arriving at one point is the starting point to another. -John Dewey
Let me remind myself constantly, every single day, that I should prove people wrong. And if I do forget, you remind me too. Right from this start.
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I'm gonna save up for something already! *inserts happy eggcited retarded face*
DMTH was surprisingly good. I actually expected it to be scarier to the extent that I won't get to sleep last night but it's actually more to funny scary. I loved how the people in the whole cinema burst out laughing together and gasped at the same time. A relaxing movie, I must say :D Night ATM 2 was no better. It was an interesting movie and not really the kind I'd watch in the cinemas anyw. So next up, Transformers 2!
I'm feeling pretty scared right now. Or fkd up. The way people handle things are different simply because everyone is different. But you can change it by giving others chances, letting them win for once if you can't bear to face the consequences. At least I'm like that. I hate fights, lazy to get into arguements and couldn't be bothered to face the person whose face I dislike so much that I can just rip them apart into blood and flesh. At least by ignoring it, life is back to normal. Ever so cheerful and filled with rainbows and flowers blooming. Isn't it better? You don't get sins on your part as well.
Too bad people fail to see what I'm seeing because they've got a bloody big egg on their bloody small head that's called E-G-O.
Sure it's good to put yourself infront of others at times but it really depends on the situation, you know. Use your brains or better off mind your own business if you don't know who you're dealing with.
Photos from the past always bring back bittersweet memories. From time to time, I looked different and it's hilarious. I think I used to be alot chubbier. Ancient man. (Btw serimoose, I don't have a nice decent pict of us people back in primary sch days to put up on fb. How?) XD
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I have a friend. A very close friend. He got to be the closest guyfriend I have. We share our problems with each other sometimes. And help each other when one's in need. He enjoys sleeping in taxis and buses, maybe even in any other motor vehicles XD The reason why he's being called a 'sotong' is because he don't get things as fast as others most of the time. Overall, he's nice and ever so friendly :) Zul's the name. Girls, I'd love to give you his number but he's attached. Yeah, awww.
I have another friend. Who can't stop saying that she doesn't have discipline just because she didn't do work the whole day but went online instead. She felt anxiety earlier and yes, I know how it feels like. IT IS EVIL. Her stamina is better than mine and she has relived my childhood memories this morning. (Cycling and swinging on the swing <3) She's one of the reasons why I survived school. I can read her mind. She's cool and Amira's the name.
(Here's especially for you twooo, as requested hahahah)
1.17AM/ To add on, both my friends asked me to blog about them at the same time. Their reaction was the same and after tagging (again, at the same time), they said they're both touched. You guys got telepathy or something?
