Yay I finally settled for the right skin and did some changes to it. Mainly I wanted to have the time for the posts and archives. Well I wanted archives at first but I wanted the drop down box kinda thing and couldn't find the right codes so it's okay, I'll settle for this at the moment.

Labels: flashback, holidays, memories, miss, random

Alright, I just had a quick flashback after reading through the blog archives. You know, this kind of thing? It's temporary. It's definitely a place for you to pour out your feelings and thoughts but have you ever wondered what next? At least for books you get to keep them but after awhile too, you'll stop writing and it'd be junk as you get on with your busy life. Perhaps only when you're packing up or free (like really free, like nothing better to do) that you'll take it out and write again as well as read the past but - well I don't know, you can never be sure.

Labels: flashback, happiness, ice clan, laughters, life

Labels: birthday, emo moments, flashback, life, memories, thoughts

I'm back alive. It was sad but life has to go on (and I admit mine currently suck because of homeworks -.-). Good things always come to an end. Then again I believe it's because there's more to come. I'm obviously thinking rationally and hiding this feeling with high optimism lol.

The trip got to be the funniest and most memorable one ever. I had tonnes of fun and I really didn't want to leave. The hype during BBQ night was undescribable. The shopping throughout our stay, the laughters and noise, the long rides, the atmosphere, the kind of bond. Everything. It made the relationship closer and stronger. It's been so long since I laughed that hard and I miss it already. Everything.

Now it's back to reality. Oh how I wish I was invisible.

Labels: family, flashback, fun, life, memories, thoughts

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This feeling is undescribable. I miss you.

I'm thinking back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

Labels: flashback, life, random

I guess distractions got in the way but I've got no one else to blame except for myself. Totally hated the fact that everything became a blur and much thinking was needed to be done. It was a wake-up call. Really.

Thank you, God.

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Anyway, it was the finals today. We didn't win for TOW but all's fine, we did our best and it was already good enough that we made it to the finals :) Overall, sports carnival earlier today was quite a bomb la. & congrats hidhir. Go on that extra mile and make us proud! (lol)

Labels: activities, flashback, life, school, studies

I like this. Sometimes when something (mostly the bad) happens in my life, it doesn't only applies to me. So in other words, I can connect and vice-versa with people in the same boat easily :)

There's nothing more I can say actually. I'm happy just seeing you happy and I mean it. Really :D

Like a bird that has just been let out of its cage, it's time to fly.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

& that's all that matters.

Labels: choices, flashback, happiness, life, love, memories, music

Last two days, on Tuesday, we went around for more sightseeing. My aunt brought us to see her school and my cousins' schools. It was kinda cool cos I've been wanting to know how schools in other countries are like too!

The school my aunt's teaching in.
Sakinah's school. :D
Then, we went to Jaya Hypermarket and I bought a top over there. Ate some dimsums before heading to a restaurant called Excellent Taste (actl I remember ET only haha). Soon after, we visited uncle Yusoff and family at his house. Food again but I skipped. Too full lah. XD

At night, sibs and I accompanied abg Syafiq when he wanted to meet his friends to transfer some pc games. After about an hour or so, we parted with his friends and had supper at a warong. We had roti john and drinks. Talked like there's no tomorrow (literally true cos it was our last night there) and got back home about 1+am. I loooved it!

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The day I was leaving for Singapore.

Last shot on the way to Miri Airport.
Before take-off. Awesome, right? :D
& this is from - I wanted to say bird's eye view but birds don't fly this high. Or at least I think they don't so this is how it looks like from way up high in the sky at night. XD
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Obviously, it's hard to let go but you gotta do what you gotta sometimes. Not gonna say much here but I really am touched by every single thing that has been done throughout my stay in Brunei. Special thanks to uncle Syafiee and family for everything; from the warm and welcomed hospitality to the treats to all the laughters and jokes to bringing us around to each and everything lah! I really appreciate it and never have been any happier. :D

I guess the tears I had during my journey in the aeroplane was bcos of the mixed feelings I felt. Disappointed bcos I wished we could've stayed longer, sad to leave my cousins and rest (seeing that we don't see each other that often), happy and glad to have been there and experienced lots of stuffs and having heart-to-heart talks with kak Lina and abg Syafiq. Also, I will never trade the fun I had over there for anything at all. Definitely will grab any opportunity that comes by and on a brighter note, I know it's not the end of world and I'll be coming back so I shall look forward to that for now. :)

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Just thought of sharing this,

Some kuehs brought back to Singapore from Brunei. :)
I love how it's packed haha.

Labels: Brunei, cousins, flashback, happiness, laughters, love, memories

Just realised. I'm gonna turn 15 this year! After I read Dahiyah's blog when she wished Ken. Oh my, how time flies. (I think I've said that for the 1234th time this week hahaha.)

Like seriously la, days're passing by fast. The long hours in school are definitely undescribable but what's more surprising is that despite the long hours, the day will be over just as soon as you want to ask, "Damn it, when is this going to end?" Ah, the irony.

So Dahiyah and I dropped by 1/6's classroom yesterday. Gotta admit, I MISS THE OLD TIMES. The year of a roller-coaster ride. The year when I cried and complained, loved and hated. The year when I only thought of one thing that is to transfer school. Actl thinking back, I was quite an idiot for all that ah. I mean, if I really was transferred to another school, I'd regretted. Confirm plus chop. Coz I wouldn't meet such lovely and nice friends, the teachers, the facilities (lol) almost everything, I guess. It was such a silly part on my side -.-

Well, people makes mistakes right? Yeah welcome to my l i f e.

Labels: flashback, happiness, life, love, memories