it's a sad, sad situation
20090611 @ 6:40 PM
To read or not to read? To clear or not to clear? To go or not to go?
...I hate making decisions. Especially when you suck at managing time.
To read or not to read? To clear or not to clear? To go or not to go?
...I hate making decisions. Especially when you suck at managing time.
aku bukan boneka
20090514 @ 12:50 PM
I like this. Sometimes when something (mostly the bad) happens in my life, it doesn't only applies to me. So in other words, I can connect and vice-versa with people in the same boat easily :)There's nothing more I can say actually. I'm happy just seeing you happy and I mean it. Really :D
Like a bird that has just been let out of its cage, it's time to fly.
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
& that's all that matters.
Labels: choices, flashback, happiness, life, love, memories, music
an airhead.
20081203 @ 11:14 PM
I hate it when this happens; thinking too much and worrying unnecessarily. I'd imagine what'll happen and all the what ifs. It freaks me out as the feeling of insecurity sets in. Plus the bitter sweet memories of the past. Sometimes I just wonder why I can't just - just for that period of time - try to chill and let go. Damn.So maybe I'm not ready for the new year yet. The year of being an upper sec with more complicated subjects to study for, like in the sec one days (when from P6 with only 4 main subs you move on to what, 8?). I'd be lying if I say I'm not terrified bcos really, to know that tuition starts next week already, I'm very much not prepared for the new year with all the new-not-so-new things that'll be introduced to me.
I guess I'm just scared. Just scared to face the reality. But I know everyone has to go through it one day. And I'm here, being one of those going through it. Why can't I accept that simple statement? Why do I feel so wtf? Why must I think of all those that I shouldn't be thinking of? How did I get into this mess anyway?
School have yet to start, mind you.
love in the air
20081122 @ 2:55 AM
It's funny how things you reluctantly want it to happen would turn out well, just so well that it's beyond words. You guys got to be there and us who've been there are glad we made the right choice to be there and let loose! :D
It was so much joy and all I can say is that I had FUN, FUN and more FUN. It was full of excitement and enjoyment that also have taught us lots of meaningful things we'd never thought of. They filled us with all the fun we could have in the world although it was only 53 hours of being together and bonding with each other. It even felt like we've known each other for a really long time.
Best of all, I made new friends and met up with the current ones :) Met great people like Shemah (our student leader), Elfy, Pei Ying, Tu Guang, Yaru and Beatrice (our facilitators), Dahiyah, Mariani, Natalie, Chui Shan, Insyirah, Elyn, Si Yin, Dorothy (my team members). 10 Carats may be the kind of group you see as a shy, quiet and weak team just because we're made up of lots of girls but I can tell you that we were as high as Mount Everest(!!!) and most of us went out of our comfort zone including me! :D
There were games, dance, cheers, loud music, happy faces and lots more. The talent night was one memorable heck of a night as 2/6 went out and performed a mini bollywood dance. We all had a great time practicing and laughing together as a class & I'm glad we bonded well.
Our cheer:
(x2) :
Bling 10 Carats,
Bling(x2) 10 Carats
Gooooooo bling bling bling bling bling...
(HAHAHAHA, this one was used often)
We shine, we bling and we're your precious little things..
(dots) and I forgot. XD
...I could go on all day with what we experienced during the camp la. In all, I'd like to say that
Youth Power Synergy Camp 2008 was da bomb! It's the best camp I've ever had in years. Will be looking forward to the next camp which is the Sec 3 camp as well as any YP camps in future ;D
Pei Ying will be missed!
Good friends forever ;)
Smile together as one :)
The memories that won't fade.
Love was in the air and not a tinge of regret was felt - at all.
Labels: choices, entertainment, fun, games, laughters, love, team, YP camp