I just got freaked out by the dream I had and it was just about 20 mins ago. Let me fill you in with the details: -

It was during the PE period.. We were supposed to run around the school and I realised I ran faster in my dream than in real live. Syiok ah, HAHAHA. Then Ivan caught up with me. JW too. (Idk why of all the people laah.) We went pass this eerie-looking building which we have a choice whether to go through it or not. The day was getting dark then. I wanted to go in but Ivan stayed out so I just went in alone and realised I better step back therefore I went out again to find both Ivan and JW gone. The lights were off, to keep matters worst. Only some to guide me along though..

I finally reached a place that looks somewhat like our indoor sports hall and found the rest plus the teacher there. I went over to Ivan and JW and asked them why they had to leave me and left me in the dark. The teacher went over because she knew what happened and calmed us by saying, "It's okay, I knew what happened. I received a message from the ghost there." She said it without even freaking out! :/

She then told us that it was the ghost who switched off the lights and yknw what's it's contact name in the teacher's phone? ALIVE PRAWN.

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Isn't my dream just great? I washed my feet okay. I even washed it with soap, fyi. I woke up to find my mother in the kitchen and quickly hugged her because I'm scared ): Damn nightmares.

Take it as a good thing that I get to wake up earlyyy! Hahaha.

Labels: dreams, random, sleep

I hate it when this happens; thinking too much and worrying unnecessarily. I'd imagine what'll happen and all the what ifs. It freaks me out as the feeling of insecurity sets in. Plus the bitter sweet memories of the past. Sometimes I just wonder why I can't just - just for that period of time - try to chill and let go. Damn.

So maybe I'm not ready for the new year yet. The year of being an upper sec with more complicated subjects to study for, like in the sec one days (when from P6 with only 4 main subs you move on to what, 8?). I'd be lying if I say I'm not terrified bcos really, to know that tuition starts next week already, I'm very much not prepared for the new year with all the new-not-so-new things that'll be introduced to me.

I guess I'm just scared. Just scared to face the reality. But I know everyone has to go through it one day. And I'm here, being one of those going through it. Why can't I accept that simple statement? Why do I feel so wtf? Why must I think of all those that I shouldn't be thinking of? How did I get into this mess anyway?

School have yet to start, mind you.

Labels: choices, dreams, life, random, studies

At this point of time, I dare to say that - I am tired of the world, bored with my life -.-

Then again, IF I were to go out, I'd think of what clothes to wear or such. (which prolly describes me as a vain person but I'm always spoilt for choices la) so yes, I'm such a loser when it comes to outings, sometimes urgh.

Anyway, been thinking of joining some activities outside that can benefits me but I can't think of any ): Besides that, I have to put a lot of thought in it also 'case I suddenly change my mind. Help, sombody helpppp lol.

Oh did yknw I thought of an algebraic Maths question ytd night when I felt it was so hard to go to bed? Freaky but true. Maybe I should start doing some revisions heh. AND I dreamt about going to a YP concert at 12.36am. I reached to find Zulfadh and asked in Malay, "Where are the rest?" He said, "Night alrd what.." in Malay. Hahaha wth. Now it reminds me, I don't wanna go to the caaaamp. Oh God.

Labels: activities, bored, dreams, life