New year's nearing, the clock is ticking and I...... am scared HAHA. I'm not the least excited or feel any tinge of happiness at all that finally, 2010's leaving. I love this year. You can say I'm a little afraid of what's in for me next year. I'm not ready to face it. But of course, time doesn't wait for you and life moves on. So I guess whatever happens, happens.

Today was such a tiring day. It wasn't more of tiring, I think I just - wasn't in the mood and didn't feel well. Which made sense for the latter because we walked through the drizzling rain at Arab St and I admit I haven't been getting enough rest/sleep for these past few days. I must say it shouldn't be because of the number of hours. I slept for about 9 hours last night. Don't tell me that wasn't enough? I bet it's more to my bodyclock. Okay whatever it is, sleeping past midnight is bad enough for one's health!

So I finally uploaded the photos to FB. It was amazing HAHA Usually I don't upload that fast. Anyway it was really funny because right after I uploaded, FB went nuts for the next 10 minutes or so. People were suddenly liking and commenting the photos, i.e flooding my notifications. Even people who aren't in the album which included my primary school friend. Awkward. But nevertheless, I sure had fun being entertained and vice versa! I love it how I burst out laughing like nobody's business from photos/comments/anything at all :)

The photos actually decreased from 94 to 81 HAHA. And now I just deleted, or as FB says it, unfriended 51 friends. Why? Because I'm cool like that HAHA. Reason being, I dislike being friends with people who I don't really know and as long as we haven't talked, I don't know you. I don't mind schoolmates but people whom I've met through camps mostly (you know, post-camp madness when everyone adds each other on FB but doesn't talk at all -.-) and some of primary school friends that are extremely anon to me. HMMMM.

It's really late now. I don't know why I insisted to unfriend friends at a time like this and didn't wanna stop till I reached Z. I think it's just me, wanting to finish up where I started. But that's funny, how come it's not the same with homeworks?

Oh well.

Labels: happiness, life, new year, tired

I'm so mentally drained right now.

So many things happening, so many things to plan (and unplanned, that's taking forever to happen), so many things to look forward to, so many things to face (in the near future that I'm obviously not prepared for), so many people changing (this, I don't really care), so many other so manys! UGH.

I didn't know life was this hard. I'm only sixteen. *sad face*

Okay today was great. The Hangs, Perempuan Punye! managed to complete the five scenes that is needed for the video. It was a lot of fun! All the dancing and laughing and camwhoring and kecoh that was neverending. We walked a lot hence our legs turned jelly and all everyone needed was a break. Which meant drinking and sitting HAHA. I'll upload the pictures on FB soon :)

Ah, another thing! We were all required to dress in an all-black attire so I wore something all-black (like literally) and I felt like a pure minah. Not gothic, mind you. It was like - I don't even know if there's any word to describe it HAHAHA. It just felt wrong and I was being so paranoid before I left my house. Maybe because of the leggings. But of course, after meeting the rest, it was like normal bcz they were all in black and I wasn't the only one in leggings!

Hang Ry just had to put on make-up for all of us so my face had eyeshadows and mosturizer and powder since God-knows-when. Twas all good though, everyone looked pretty and I love all of youuuuuuu.

Okay bye I need my sleep, my bolster, sleep, my bed, and my sleep :)

Labels: fun, love, sleep, thoughts, tired